{"id":330,"date":"2005-11-01T11:57:00","date_gmt":"2005-11-01T11:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/2005\/11\/01\/robin_about_my_\/"},"modified":"2005-11-01T11:57:00","modified_gmt":"2005-11-01T11:57:00","slug":"robin_about_my_","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/2005\/11\/01\/robin_about_my_\/","title":{"rendered":"<h2>Robin, about my writing about my mother&#8217;s letter &#8230;<\/h2>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>On April 27, 2003 I wrote about my mother&#8217;s letter to Robin. It is at this link: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.estrangements.com\/blog2003.html#April%2023,%202003\">April 27, 2003<\/a> I am including it here for Robin&#8217;s benefit as she appears to have missed it when she read my blog or possibly she read a post about this that I may have written online on a discussion board in 2004.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Robin, if you read that entry, you will see that I clearly did state<br \/>\nthat my mother did write you, Robin, a letter and tried to put blame on<br \/>\nyou if something happened to me. Meaning that she implied or more than<br \/>\nimplied that if I committed suicide that you would be at fault. You<br \/>\nwill also clearly see that I stated that I was never suicidal, never<br \/>\ntold her that I was suicidal, and that she took it upon herself to<br \/>\nwrite her letter in that way. I didn&#8217;t approve of it, had no<br \/>\npreknowledge of it, and had no control over her. You should know that I<br \/>\nhad and have no control over her.<\/p>\n<p>I never have threatened suicide to anyone in my entire life.<br \/>\nSuicidal thoughts are also a symptom of depression. Having a thought is<br \/>\nNOT the same as threatening or attempting suicide as my mother did so<br \/>\nmany times. Yes, I told a PSYCHIATRIST who was evaluating me for<br \/>\nclinical depression that I had had suicidal thoughts. That is what<br \/>\nscared me into going for evaluation and treatment. That is not the same<br \/>\nkind of thing that my mother did when she repeatedly threatened and<br \/>\nattempted suicide. My condition was never anything like what my mother<br \/>\nhas.<\/p>\n<p>I did not gloss over that point of my mother&#8217;s behavior. I did not<br \/>\nneglect to state that point. If you read a post of mine where it wasn&#8217;t<br \/>\nstated, it is a fact that I don&#8217;t always get every detail into<br \/>\neverything that I write. I tend to write lengthy posts anyway. I did<br \/>\nnot leave any point out due to avoiding the truth. I did describe<br \/>\nexactly what she did in my blog on April 27, 2003. I am working hard at<br \/>\nshowing you logically why you could draw different conclusions than the<br \/>\nones that you are drawing. Since I am editing this post a couple of<br \/>\ndays after I first wrote it, you might not see the edits but looking at<br \/>\nthe post now I want to make it more clear even than before if I can.<\/p>\n<p>Mom<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On April 27, 2003 I wrote about my mother&#8217;s letter to Robin. It is at this link: April 27, 2003 I am including it here for Robin&#8217;s benefit as she appears to have missed it when she read my blog or possibly she read a post about this that I may have written online on&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,69],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-330","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-for-parents","category-weblogs"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/330","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=330"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/330\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=330"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=330"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/estrangements.com\/theblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=330"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}